
FAT BASTARD!!! LOL
What happened to the sober Jackie? Looks like you're back to old habits.
call me when you can on the weekend. luv ya!!!
Well.... no call from Roland this morning. I knew he was too drunk to remember! !! HAHAHA! So, once again, i won't be on for a while. I'll be working for the whole rest of the week somewhere else and i won't have time to write. It's kinda boring, but better than my usual job. I'll stop complaining now.
I really have nothing to talk about right now. I've been working long hours at work all week, so it's pretty boring. Oh yeah i forgot! I'm taking another Tango class on wed. I'm exited, but every time i go, the dance instructor always pairs me up with the guy that can't dance. And he's always stepping on my feet! I told myself last weekend that i was going to stop taking them, but i decided to follow though with it. I never follow though on anything. I one of those jack-of-all-trades, master-of-nothing kind of people. I know a little about everything but ask me to go into detail and you're not gonna get much.
Oh and i got asked out last night by this guy. First, he asked me if i spoke Spanish...in Spanish. I said no in English. Kinda embarrassing, i'm Mexican, but i don't speak a lick of Spanish. Turns out he's originally from Jersey and was stationed in Cannon, and he spent some time in Las Cruces, where i was born. Then he asked how long i'd been here, then he assumed i was married. I corrected him. (I hate when people think i'm married...I'M TOO YOUNG!) then he asked me out. The whole time he was asking me out i wanted to say no, but the only thing that kept on coming out of my mouth was yes!!! I doubt that i will go out with him, i'll just try and ignore him like i do all the other guys that try and ask me out.
A couple of weeks ago, this other guy started talking to me at work. He's cute, Puerto Rican ya know. Well, that weekend i saw him at a club with his friend. I said hi first but he blew me off because he didn't recognize me out of uniform. Then he realized who i was and we started dancing. Might i add that i look really different out of uniform and that night i was wearing a very revealing dress with black stelletos. LOL! Well, to try and make the story shorter, i only see him when i'm drunk and the last time i saw him, i stupidly kissed him....along with a couple of other guys that night, but oh well. So i think that he got the wrong vibe from me cause the next weekend i was driving home and he called me. I told him i was driving home and he litterally begged me to come back to talk to him. So i did..only to find that he was drunk and wanted to make out. So i had to let him down gently and i told him that i was in a point in my life where i am not trying to date anyone, and he either got offended or embarrassed cause now, he won't talk to me like he used to. That's what i get for being up front i guess. It separates the losers from the winners! LOL!
And another thing. Why do all the guys i meet freaking decide to ask me out when i'm at work? Can they seriously wait till they see me out of work to ask me, or is that urgent????